i'm (so) over it..

i'm over it..
finally..

i can forget all of those stuff..
all about you..
all the things that used to be important to me..

it's all gone.
and i'm free now.
i can do anything without you on my mind..

i don't need to sing all of those pathetic songs..
and i would love to hear all of those happy songs..

i don't need to afraid to be anywhere around you anymore.
i don't need to be afraid to talk to you anymore..
i can even look into your eyes now.

cause i've relize..

there's better things to do..
rather than just sit down and think about how idiotic i am.
than just talking to my self about how much i regret all the things i've done to you.

and now i don't feel sorry about what i said..
i don't feel sorry about what i've done..

maybe i was wrong.
but i don't feel sorry about that.
i don't want to..

cause you got your own life.
and i got mine.
let's just mind our own life..
and just stay away from mine..

i don't need you to breathe..
i can do it my self..
i believe i can..

i've won this fight.
but i lost that war.
still,
i've won..
i've fight that feeling..
i've tried so many times..
finally it's worth the fight..

now i can laugh out loud..
i don't need to scream no more..

now i can go anywhere i want..
and not to be scared of meeting you..


i'll prove it..
i will.
promise..

observasi yang berubah menjadi jalan jalan..

hri ni.
tgl 19 feb 10.
kelompok ku mau survey buat observasi..
masalahnya..
kita juga gak tau siapa subyeknya..
jdi msi jalan" tanpa arah gitu..
klmpkku:
kezia
nadia
jeni
jabin
niko a
daniel
tp td daniel nda ikut..

ptama"..
kita kluar dari lingkungan sekolah..
dan waktu itu..
gerimiss...
pemikiranku : bukan saat yang tepat untk ujann.. GOD..

dari stece kita ke kiri..
ke arah malioboro..
uda mentokk..
belok kiri..

kita liat" ad yg menarik gak buat jdiin subyekk...
uda mentokk..
balik lagi..

trus ad ibu" gtu jualan barang" tradisionall..
pikiranku: ini lmayan menarikk..
njuk aku ngmng k tmn ku gt sp ak lpaa..
stlah ngmng" sm ibu e..
trnyta dia bkan yg bikin..
nah kita pingin nyari yg bikin aja..
ternyata.
ada ibu" di depan ibu" tadi..
ternyata ibu" yang di depan ibu" yg td itu yg bikin dan lgi nawarin ke ibu" yg njual.
setelah kita tanya..
rumahnya di imogiri..
jauhh..
gak jdi dah..

trus kta jalan lagi..
ada mas" yg bikin ap itu.. lp..

aku: "kez, ini aja pa?"
kez: "jgn.. kurang mesakke.."

okeoke..
trus kita jalan lagi..
sampai di depan pasar bringharjo.
o ya.
itu ujan..

kita masuk..
liat tangga naik..
trus naik..
mpe lantai 3..
isi ne baju tokk..
uda liat" trus turun ke lante 1..
trus nyebrang ke pasar sebrange..
isine makanan..
trus naik..
tetep makanan..
turun lagi..
nyebrang lagi..
keluar deh dari bringharjo..

udah gtu..
kita jalan lagi sampai d benteng vandenberg(nulisnya bnr g sih?)..
akhirnya kita masukk..
aku bru tau msuk situ gak nyampe rp.1000..
hhe.

trus liat" replika" gtu..
2 ruangan..
apik bgt..
menarik jga..
mini..
lucu..

trus kluar dr ruangan ne..
duduk" dulu..
tau tau ad bule..
lewat..
ad org indo jejer e..
kyk e si indo ini pemandu ne dia..
trus kita malah di ajak ngomong sm si bule..
brdasarkan yg sy dengar..
namane jack(kyk e)..
81 tahun..
dr washington..
dia ngmng" macem"..
ttg bhs inggris..
ttg budaya indo..
tp kita yg takut slh cm jawab "yes" sama "thank you"..
wkwkwk..

trus kita liat ada tangga naek..
liat" bentar..
turun..
jejer e tangga ada tangga..
naek tangga yg itu..
liat"..
trus ad bangunan bunder gt..
kt ne jabin sumur..
tp msa sumu 2m lebih gt..
ad bekas pelurune lgi..
merasa ad hawa" gmn gt..
turun lgi..
dan akhirnya mmutuskan kluar dr sna..

trug gtw piye..
kta mlh meh ke taman pintar nek nda taman budaya..
akhirnya dr situ jalan ke arah taman pintar..
liat bus stop..
sempet mikir meh naek bus ke pa ato gale..
tp gak jdi..

uda mpe depan pintu taman pintar..
pikir" lagi..
ngapa d sn..
akhirnya nyebrang lagi..
jalan ke arah alun"..

sampai d deket alun"..
pda laperr..
akhirnya kita maem bakso..
slese makan..
the journey continue..
kita ke sekaten.. (itu sekaten bkn e?)
trus ad tulisan "ular b'kepala manusia"..
weh?

trus kta msuk ke sekaten e..
jalan"..
sp tau ad subyek yang tepat..
stlah mpe pintu kraton(itu kraton kan?)..
pintu ne di tutup..
gak isa masuk keraton..

karena uda pda capek..
hampir mau pulang..
liat becak..
tp si becak tnyata lgi nunggu..
y udah lha..

kita jln ke kanan dr pintu itu..
mentok..
trus liat tuh jalan..
kyk e yg buat shooting "jagad x code"..
persis..
iya.
kyk e bnr..

trus liat tulisan "museum kereta"..

aku: "meh liat po?"
sapagitu: "y gpp.."

akhirnya kita jalan ke arah si museum kereta..
ada kudaa..
tp abu"..
tinggiii bgt..

trus..
kta masuk ke museum..
liat kereta" gtu..
gak bnyk..
mayan menarikk..
ad yg bgus bgt..
tp og buat ngangkut mayatt..
hiyy..

trus kita keluar dr situ..
trus tmnku blg klo td di dlm kyk ad hawa" gak enak gitu..
pemikiranku: itu kereta" uda tua kan? ad baju & topi kusirnya juga kan? wajarr..

trus tau" ada bapak" becakk nawari..
tdnya kita mau pke 2 becak..
padahal uda hom-pim-pah nentuin sp sm sp..
tp akhirnya ber 22..
aku mbe nadia..
jenny mbe kezia..
jabin mbe niko..

udah deh..
becaknya jalan..

trus smpe pathukk..
tau" ad bule..
motret becak yg lgi kita naikin..
pdhal..
sy benci foto!!
huh!
awas tuh pak bule..

smpai akhirnya..
becak kita sampai d halaman sekolah..
halaman luar sekolah...

janny ma niko uda ilang..
ktne jenni trn d prmpatan..
niko d mn gitu aku lupa..
nadia udah d jemput.
jabin naik sepeda..
aku ma kezia masih nunggu jemputan..
kezia sih meh nunut..
rumah e deket..

akhirnya mobil jemputan datang..
nganter aku smpe rmah..

dan itu adalah akhir dari survay a.k.a jalan" kami..
padahal msi gak yakin subyeknya..
tp tdi itu adlah prjalanan yg menyenangkan..
muter"..
mubeng"..
jalan"..

hha..
selanjutnya..
kyk e kita bakal ke monjali deh..
wkwkwk..
b'cnda..


piss, lap, pel!

(",)v

taking chances..

Don't know much about your life.
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?

Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

And I had my heart beaten down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There's nothing like love to pull you up,
When you're laying down on the floor there.
So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

Don't know much about your life
And I don't know much about your world

gift of a friend..

lgu ne demi lovato..
tp og ptma suarane kyk selena gomez..
mbuh ah..
ni lgu ne apik jga..
ktakta ne jga..
but..
i'm still looking for that 'gift'..
i think i haven't found one yet..


Sometimes You think You'll Be Fine by Yourself
Cause a Dream is a Wish That You Make all alone
Its Easy to Feel Like You Dont Need Help
But Its Harder To Walk On Your Own

You'll Change Inside
When You Realize
The World Comes To Life
And Everythings Bright
From Beginning To End
When You Have a Friend
By Your Side
That Helps You To Find
The Beauty You Are
When You Open Your Heart and
Believe In
The Gift of a Friend
The Gift of a Friend

Someone Who knows When Your Lost and Your Scared
There through The Highs and The Lows
Someone To Count On, Someone Who Cares
Beside You Where Ever You Go

You'll Change Inside
When You Realize
The World Comes To Life
And Everythings Bright
From Beginning To End
When You Have a Friend
By Your Side
That Helps You To Find
The Beauty You Are
When You Open Your Heart and
Believe In
The Gift of a Friend

And When Your Hope Crashes Down
Shattering To The Ground
You, You Feel All Alone
When You Dont Know Which Way To Go
And There's No Signs Leading You Home
You're Not Alone

The World Comes To Life
And Everythings Bright
From Beginning To End
When You Have a Friend
By Your Side
That Helps You To Find
The Beauty You Are
When You Open Your Heart and
Believe In
When You Believe In
When You Believe In the Gift of a Friend

already gone..

truth..
bbrp..
apik..
keren..
kelly clarkson..
lap dis..


Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone..

come back to me...

slah stu dr lgu nya david cook, american idol season 7 wiener..
lgu ne apik..
kta" ne apik..
tp i don't want 'it' to come back..
i don't know am i lying or not..
q=




You say you gotta go and find yourself
You say that you're becoming someone else
Don't recognize the face in the mirror looking back at you

You say you're leaving as you look away
I know there's really nothing left to say
Just know I'm here whenever you need me I'll wait for you

So I'll let you go, I'll set you free
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me

Take your time, I won't go anywhere
Picture you with the wind in your hair
I'll keep your things right where you left them
I'll be here for you

Oh and I'll let you go, I'll set your free
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me

And I hope you find everything that you need
I'll be right here waiting to see
You find you, come back to me

I can't get close if you're not there
I can't get inside if there's no soul there
I can't face you, I can't save you
It's something you'll have to do

So I'll let you go, I'll set you free
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me
Come back to me

So I'll let you go, I'll set you free
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me

And I hope you find everything that you need
I'll be right here waiting to see
You find you, come back to me

You find you, come back to me
When you find you, come back to me
When you find you, come back to me

i'm sorry..

hri itu..
sbnr e to..
i don't want to treat you bad..
i mean..
that's valentine's day..

tp kepaksa..
gr" ad tmnku(rawrr..)..
y gak nyalahin temenku sih..
aku dewe yg gak isa...
aku payah og..
padahal gampang banget..

aku jdi hrus bohong..
ya...
moga" kamu tau apa -kebo-'ongan ku..
moga" kamu tau kalo kamu itu yang aku omongin(ato ketikin? y itu lah.) d postingan ini..

dr tgl 13 mpe tdi mlm..
aku nunggu...
tp...
ya.
kmu gak ol tiap aku ngecek..
pdhal itu juga aku ol e pake hp..
dan taulah..
xl tuh kalo internetan mayan merosotin pulsa..
wkwkwk..
tp aku gak keberatan nungguin..
itu salahku dewe og..

i just want to say i'm sorry..
i've lied too much to you..


):



p.s.: don't care 'bout my grammar,tenses,or whtev..

yay..!

stlah bbrp hri lptop, tv,dll..
yg ptgptg di sita pap ku gara" telat golf..

akhirnya di balikin..
wkwkwkwk..
tralala trilili senangnbya hati ini..
=p



tp stlah mengalami shock therapy..
hidup tanpa internet yg proper..
i've survived!

tp gak enak bgt..
ol hrus pke hp...
(iya.. hp ku gak jadi ikut disita)

meh chat hrus pke ebuddy..
meh ngecek fb & blog pke hp..
hasil?
pulsa mlorott..

tp i learn something..

klo nyembunyiin..
jgn cuma hp..
laptopnya juga..

wkwk..

ndanda..

jgn telat golf..
atau semua bara" penting akan hilang...


=p


gak ceto ya?
emang..
i'm just too excited..

piss, lap, =p

the other side of the door..

taylor swift's song..
it's a great song..
but..
i hate that this song have to be something that i feel about you..
not with the "throwing pebbles" stuff..

here it is..
the other side of the door..



In the heat of the fight I walked away
Ignoring words that you were saying
Trying to make me stay
I said, 'This time I've had enough'
And you've called a hundred times
But I'm not picking up
Cause I'm so mad I might tell you that it's over
But if you look a little closer

I said, "Leave," but all I really want is you
To stand outside my window throwing pebbles
Screaming, 'I'm in love with you'
Wait there in the pouring rain, come back for more
And don't you leave cause I know
All I need is on the other side of the door

Me and my stupid pride are sitting here alone
Going through the photographs, staring at the phone
I keep going back over things we both said
And I remember the slamming door and all the things that I misread
So babe if you know everything, tell me why you couldn't see
When I left I wanted you to chase after me

Yeah, I said, "Leave," but all I really want is you
To stand outside my window throwing pebbles
Screaming, 'I'm in love with you'
Wait there in the pouring rain, come back for more
And don't you leave cause I know
All I need is on the other side of the door

And I'll scream out the window
I can't even look at you
I don't need you but I do, I do, I do
I say, "There's nothing you can say to make this right
I mean it, I mean it"
What I mean is

I said, "Leave," but baby all I want is you
To stand outside my window throwing pebbles
Screaming, 'I'm in love with you'
Wait there in the pouring rain, come back for more
And don't you leave cause I know
All I need is on the other side of the door

With your face and the beautiful eyes
And the conversation with the little white lies
And the faded picture of a beautiful night
You carry me from your car to the stairs
And I broke down crying, was she worth this mess?
After everything and that little black dress
After everything I must confess, I need you..

what i hate about 230110

kmaren.
sodara ku nikah.
pestanya lumayan lha.
tp..

smwnya PINK.
meja.
aplak.
korden
roti.
panggung.
balon.
bunga.
dll.

PINK SEMUA..

hahh..

uda gtu demi si PINK PARTY..

aku hrus gak ikut meli & oline prg.
gak nntn kolab.
hrus ke SALON.. fyi, i hate the way hairspray smells. ugh.
harus pake ROK! (ini hal yg sangat tda biasa. style harian : jeans, tee, flipflops or sneakers)
hrus stress di marah" in cicikku.

uda gtu.
hpku pke ktinggalan d rmah.
mc ne agak lebay" gmn gtu..

ms lgi nuang ap gtu "waw"
trus dy khan artis. nm? lupa aku..
promosi wae..
ckckckck..

1 lagi yg buat aku sebel.

lagu nya.
bukan gr" lgu nya mandarin ato indo..
tp.
gr" lgu ne ngingetin aku.

sama semua rasa sedihku.
soalnya truth ku bener" kebalikan dari semua lagu" wedding..
rasa ne kyk di balik semua pesta itu, serasa ada awan tebel yang selalu ngikutin aku.
tiap mereka nyayiin lagu" happy, aku malah down..
alhasil, aku nunduk aja..
diem.
ngerenung.
aku itu bodoh banget..
coba kalo..

udah aku nggak mau nyeselin hal itu lgi.
aku uda nyoba bebas.
aku tau kalo aku kayak gitu terus aku gak bakal bisa bebas.


o ya.
ada 1 lgi hal yang aku benci kalo sodara nikah..

foto.
iya, foto.
kalo kluaraga thu kan hrus foto.
dan aku?
gak suka foto.
aku benci lampu" yg diatas panggung. nyorot ke kita.
aku gak suka foto".
bahkan, liat bayangan ku sendiri aja aku gak suka.
yah, itu nambahin 1 hal lgi yang aku benci dari salon. penuh kaca. huh.

tp mo gmn lgi.
coba kalo ni bukan sodara yg nikah.
aku gak bkl pke rok, gak hrus ke salon,gak harus inget semua perasaan ku yang pingin banget buat ku buang, dan gak harus foto..

gak tau napa aku gak gitu suka fto,dmna pun, sm sp aj.
yah, kecuali klo kyk ss,aar,mcr,taylor swift & artis" luar nigri yg aku ska, beda ceritanya..
tp thu kan gak mungkin, jdi, aku ttp gak gitu ska fto.

cek aja fb, tweet, plurk.
fto ku paling cm d fb. mentok jga brg tmn"..
tok.

buat penutup..


piss. lap. pel!

(:

broken string.

Let me hold you
For the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can’t feel anything

When I love you,
It’s so untrue
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking,
It’s the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it’s not enough to make it all okay

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything that your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there’s nothing left to save
It’s like chasing the very last train when it’s too late

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it’s not enough to make it all okay

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything that your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell something that ain’t real

Well the truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

But we’re running through the fire
When there’s nothing left to save
It’s like chasing the very last train
When we both know it’s too late (too late)

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything that your heart don’t want to feel
I cant tell you something that ain’t real

Well truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again



):

give love a try.

you,
were like driving on a sunday.
you,
were like taking off on monday.
you,
you're like a dream, a dream come true.

i,
am the girl you'd never notice.
and i'm,
just trying to be honest.
with my self, with you, with the world..

you might think that i'm a fool for falling over you.
but what can i do to prove to you,
that all i say is true?

give love a try one more time..

today. ombro day... (:

hri ni. d skula bnyk yg bikin aku ketawa..

contoh:

1. TMSB
2. Taylor Swift nyanyi Your Call
3. John Vesely nyanyi you belong with me
4. Mbok nya Shanti ilang
5. Tidak mengerti seni



TMBS.
hrus nya tbsm. kalo kamu anak wiener. you know what lah. tbsm.
coba aja tbsm kepanjangannya di ubah jadi tmbs...



Taylor & John.

aku: "shant. kamu udah liat video clip nya taylor yang your call?"
shant: "lho? njuk john nyanyi you belong with me.."

ya gak persis gtu tpi gtu intine.





Mbok e Shant ilang.

shant: "geMBOK ku ilangg.."
aku: "hah? mbok mu ilang?"



tidak mengerti seni.

aku ma shant mbuat tulisan I DON'T CARE dalam b'mcam" font & gaya. ada alay, lebai,emo,mcr style,kruwel",dll.

shant: "ni meh di kumpulin?"
aku: "ya gak papa. nanti kalo bapaknya(a.k.a. guru seni) protes bilang aja BAPAK TIDAK MENGERTI SENI!"




dan banyak lagi laennya yg lcu lcu.
y mngkin klo kalian gak ngliat dewe gak bakalan dong yang tak posting...
muahahahahaha.. * ketawa setean*



pis,lap,pel.

(:

my (pekok) family..

kluarga ku.
yg dari mam.
ad 3 tante a.k.a yiyi.
ad 1 om a.k.a ku.
ad bnyk spupu.
ad :
ci yosi.
mita.
ko anthony.
ko ivan.
ci vina.
ci ika.
ci lisa.
ci rina.
ko erik.
ko doni.
ko william.
davin.

yang bakal tak ceritain ini, ada yiyi 1,yiyi2, kuku1.mita,ci yosi, ko ivan, ko anthony, dan ci ika & rina.

iya.
kayak nya itu aja.

sodaraku dr pwt dateng ke jogja.
nginep di hyatt.
trus malemnya.
meh pergi makan.
d jakal.
lpa gtu ap restorannya.
pkok e msak" dewe.

aku sdara" pwt uda kesana dlu. (c yosi&c rina)
trus sodara jogja 1 nyusul (c ika)..

karana uda nunggu kelmaan, kita pesen & masak dulu..

tau" sodara jogja 2 (mita,k ivan & k anthony) dateng.
mita duduk jejer ku & ci yosi duduk d dpan ku.

kepekokan 1 :

mita yang baru dateng. mungkin uda kelaperan nih.
makanan yang belum d masak a.k.a mentah.
di makan..

mita : *ngambil sumpit, ngambil bakso mentah..*
aku : "lho mit, itu kan nelon d masak?!"

satu meja pda ketwa semua...

mita: "biarin, sehat og." (membela diri. sehat? shehat apanya? itu mentah! MENTAH!)
aku : "pekok we mit."

yang laen msi pda ketawa. sumpah itu pekok.
aku ngambil minum. ada 2 pilihan. ap & ap gtu.

aku ngambil yg kyk aer putih.
semua pada nitip.
tak ambilin.
tak kasiin mereka.
aku angak gelas.
GLUK,GLUK,GLUK..

rasanya?

kayak aer cucian beras..

aku: " ini apa e, og rasa ne aneh? cik coba minum tempat mu.."
yos : "ho o pha?" * ngambil gelas & minum..*

sesaat kemudian.

yos: "ini apa e?"
aku : "gak tau... tapi lumayan juga skali" nyoba mnum aer ginian"

yang laen yg tak ambilin minum..
semua komentarnya sama.
malam itum kita semua minum aer(yang kayak) cucian beras.
mau nyoba?
thu kalo abis nyuci beras, aernya jgn d buang..
coba minum deh.
rasanya bombastis!

udah makan..
kita semu mampir ke hotel e sodaraku..



maksudnya..
kita semu mampir ke hotel tempat sodaraku nginrp.
iya, hyatt regency..

uda parkir kita naek.
ternyata sodara jogja 1 juga nginep.
masalah e sodara pwt di lante bawah, sodara jgj di lante ats..

kita ke kamar sodara pwt dulu.
sempit.
sumpah.
kecil.
mini.

udah liat gtu..
aku, c yosi, mita, mao naek ke kmr sodara jogja..

uda smapai di lantai yang dituju..

kepekokan ke 2.. (nek ini aku yg pekok)

aku lupa tdi kamar e nomer brp..
asal aj.
ada kamar pintu ne mbukak.
trus aku denger suarane sodara jogja 2 a.k.a mam e mita yg suara ketawanya superdupermegahiper banter banget.

dengan iseng. saya nginguk(mengitip) ke kamar tersebut.

aku: *nyodorin kepela ke celah pintu*
mita: "mia! kamare bukan yang itu! msi di depan!"
aku : *nyadar*
c yosi & mita : ketawa sebanter"nya..

untung di kamar e gak liat orang..
gila bgt..
nek ad..
mati ajaa...

kita b3 langung lari ke kamar sodaraku yang sebenarnya.
masih ketawa".
aku juga jadi ikut ketawa..

kepekokan k3:

ternyata di sana mam e mita agi cerita" horor.

ceritanya, dia ke china. agi pergi tour gtu.
trus dia mau ke toilet.
udah.
di liat cewek rambut e panjang nyanyi"..
ya gak lah.
dia liat cewek rambut panjang..
nembus tembok.
iya, nembus tembok.

kita semua ndengerin dangen seksama..
dan banyak lgi cerita horor yang dia ceritain ke kita.
dia udah slesai cerita..

aku ngeliat ke ci yosi..
c yosi nih orangnya penakut banget.
gak percaya?
mari saya buktikan..

udah slesai cerita..
kita semu terkagum-kagum.

yos: *meluk bantal sambil mojok di pojokan(iya, masa tengahan?) kasur..
aku: "cicik takut ya?"
yos: "nggak kok." *msi meluk bantal.."
mita: " cik, di sebelah mu.."
yos: "kyaaaaa...." * lari pindah tempat*

pdahal gak ada apa"..
kita semua ketawa lagi..

pekok k4:

trus mam e mita cerita lucu.
di lagi pergi ke super market.
udah slesai blanja..

mammit: "mit, kamu ke kasir dulu aja. mam msi mau liat"."
mita: "oke."

mam e mita liat ada tulisan SARUNG SEMUT.
iya, sarung semut.
apa itu?
di mikir itu sarung buat nyegahin semut" di sekitar meja.

mammit: "mas-mas. ini cara pakenya gimana?"
maspetugas: " ya tinggal di masukin aja to bu.."
mmammit: ' ohh.."

dia mikir.
di masukin?
di masukin meja gitu? terus harus beli berapa tuh? kalo meja ne gede kan gak cukup.

mmammit: "mas, masukinnya gimana?"
maspetugas: "ya tinggal di masukin ke sarungnya bu.."

masnyangeliatin dia bingung juga.

mmammit: "mas? ini SARUNG SEMUT kan?"
maspetugas: "ini SARUNG REMOT(remot ato remut tho? ya pokoknya itu lha.) bu.."

dia bingung.
dia ngeliatin si SARUNG REMOT itu lagi..

mmammit: "oh ya ampun. saya kira SARUNG SEMUT. ya udah mas saya gak jadi beli kalo ini saya mah udah punya.."
maspetugas: "iya bu, gak papa."


mam e mita langung ngibrit ke kasir...


the end.


btw : maap jika ini membuka aib sodara" skalian.

(:

ke PA,di PA, dan pulang dari PA...

hri ini aku di ajak (paksa) sama cicikku pergi beli tiket nonton di PA.
aku yang baru mau mulai makan udah bingung di treak"in suruh cepet.
dari pada keselek & kupingku jadi mati rasa (bisa gak sih?) akhirnya aku langsung ganti & bawa roti & minum ke mobil..

sampai di mobil. aku makan thu roti. udah. lagi minum, mobilnya nge-rem mendadak. tumpah deh... ya udah aku gak jadi minum.. di tengah jalan..

"pak, tuh ACnya udah nyala belom to? kok panas banget?" ccku ngomong ke pak supir
"udah kok."

5 menit kemudian..

"pak, yakin tu ACnya udah nyala?"
"udah,udah."

terus ccku liat.
temperaturnya 31 derajat.
pantes aja..

"pak tuh kecilin temperaturnya! pantes panas banget. 31 derajat og.."
"yang mana?" sopirku tanya. dia memang udah lama, tapi sikap e msi kayak orang baru..
"bunder itu, yang bunder diputer ke kiri."
"iya. udah cepetan!"

akhirnya 1 masalah selesai.
sampai di parkiran PA...

"mau parkir dimana?" sopirnya nanya
"diatas aja. 21 kan atas dewe." aku jawab

udah dapet parkir.
aku & cicik ku langsung menuju 21.

"mbak, spy next door 5 orang yang jam 14.40."
"ya. seatnya mau yang di mana?"
"yang D, yang deket jalan."
"ya. spy next door 5 orang jam 14.40 ya."
"iya."
"75.000" (pake BCA..)

udah bayar.
kita nunggu tiketnya di print..
tau tau mbaknya bilang.

"maaf mbak, tadi saya salah ngeprint. tunggu ya mbak"

dalem ati aku mikir " menurutmu dari tdi kita ngapain hah?!"

akhirnya kita nunggu..
lumayan lama.
mbaknya telpon terus.
kayak nya nanyain si tiket it sm orang yg lbi pengalaman..

"nih mbak."
"ya,ya. thanks."

stau masalah lagi slesai.

"kamu mau beli popcorn gak?" ccku nanya
"ya, gak papa" aku jawab. gak papa lah. di beliin og..

akhirnya kita beli popcorn sebelum mau pulang (rencnanya).
udah.
kita meuju ke parkiran. ngelewatin 'kids station'.

"eh, mampir sini dulu. cicik mau beli baju buat vincent."

vincent itu ponaan ku..

"ya wis.." aku njawab dengan pasrah. dari pada nanti tiket nonton ku di buang..

akupun ngikutin cicik milih baju.
ternyata, nungguin orang shopping tuh gak enak.
ditanyatanyain terus. bagus mana lah. ini matching gak. waranya bagus gak. mending yang mana. blablablabla...
aku juga cuma ngliatin cicikku sambil ngangguk" sama njawab pertanyaan"nya dengan agak asalasalan sambil makan popcorn..
bosen banget. kids station thu isinya baju" anak", maenan" gak jelas.. dan 1 lagi yang buat lebih gak betah..
lagunya.
lagu anak" dengan penyanyi anak" yang suaranya diimut"in, lagunya juga lagu anak" gitu..
mendink kalo nyetelnya green day gitu.. tapi gak mungkin..
uda liriknya di ulang" terus.. wahwahwah...
tuh anak kalo udah gede ndengerin suaranya nyanyi pasti cuma bisa nunduk malu & nanya sama mamanya "apa salahku? apa salahku???"

tautau ortu dirumah nelpon hp ku..
yay! pasti di suruh cepet pulang..
aku angkat.
oper telpon ke cicik.

beneran.. kita disuruh pulang. mobilnya mau di pake..

haleluya! praise the lord!

akhirnya cicikku yang uda di kasir cepet"..

ke parkiran, pulang deh...

sampe rumah,cicikku nyembunyiin belanjaannya jangan smapai di liat mam. soalnya baju ne vincent thu udah buanyaaakk bangett... kalo mam tau uda di marain palink..

aku?

aku naek.
buka laptop,
nyetel lgu.
buka facebook,blog,twitter,plurk.
nulis postingan deh...

(:

bunderan..

ni cerita waktu libur kenaikan kelas 7 ke 8.
aku cuma pergi ke purwokerto. tempat sodara spupuku. tiap hari acaraa ne maen, maem, nonton, ma jalan"..

sodaraku waktu itu baru aja lulus SMA. skola d pwt, meh kuliah d jkt. skrg jga msi d jkt.

suatu hari, dia ngenalin aku ke temen" SMA ne dia. ad cewek ad cowok jga. kita maen", jalan" brg. fun bgt pokoknya.

suatu hari kita rencana buat pergi maen basket bareng.berhubung msi siang & panas bgt, kita mutusin buat jalan" dulu. uda naek mobil, uda siap semua..

"mau ke mana?" sodara ku yg nyetir nanya ke kita.
"aku gak tau mana* cik.." aku bilang.
"terserah kamu yos." kata salah satu temenya.
"muter* aja udah.." kata temenya laennya lagi.

waktu itu kita pergi ber5. pake mobil kesayangan sodaraku si 'x'over'..
kita nemu bunderan.
bodohnya lgi, sodaraku di bilang 'muter" aja' itu beneran di puterin di bunderan..
5 kali ada muterin tuh bunderan non-stop. sampai" mobilnya di liatin tukang becak,supir angkot, para pedagang kaki-5(yang sbnernya kakinya 2) di sana..

"gila kamu yos.."
"lho, katanya muter". thu udah kan muter*"
"hahahaha" aku cuma isa ketawa ngeliatin anak" SMA yg kelakuannya kayak anak SD isa nyetir..



liburan kemaren dia pulang ke kampung halamannya lagi. aku juga maen ke purwokerto lagi.

dan terulang lah kejadian itu.
sore itu kita abis dari mal.
bingung meh ke mana..

"mau kemana lagi? sri ratu udah, moro udah.." dia nanya...
"muter" aja."

dan..
iya.
diputerin lagi tuh mobil..
dan kali ini juga di liatin orang" gitu..

"susah lho muter"in gitu"
"ya ngapa di puterin beneran?! cicik payah.."
"kata mu suruh muter"
"...."

serius.
tp ndagel.
asik juga.
coba muternya 10 kali gitu..
hahahhaa..

patut di coba..

bagi yang tinggal di jogja, coba muter"in bunderan UGM aja..
nanti pasti diliatin orang".
yakin deh..
hahahhaa....

i don't care & love drunk

i don't care - fall out boy
&
love drunk - boys like girls

thu dua judul lagu favorit non-secondhand serenade terbaru ku...
keren...

ni lyric nya..


i don't care..

Say my name, and his in the same breath,
I Dare you to say they taste the same,
Let the leaves fall off in the summer
And let December glow feel flames

Brace myself and let go,
Start it over again in Mexico
These friends, they don't love you
They just love the hotel suites, now

I don't care what you think
As long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

I don't care what you think
As long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

Oh, take a chance, let your body get a tolerance,
I'm not a chance, but a heat wave in your pants
Pull a breath like another cigarette,
Palms up, I'm trading 'em (trading 'em)

I'm the oracle in my chest,
Let the guitar scream like a fascist,
Sweat it out, shut your mouth,
Free love on the streets, but
In the alley and I ain't that cheap, now

I don't care what you think,
As long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

I don't care what you think,
As long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

Said-a, I don't care just a-what you think,
As long as it's about me, you said-a
I don't care just what you think,
As long as it's about me, you said-a
I don't care (I don't care)
You said I don't care (I don't care)
Said I don't care,
I don't care
I don't care (I don't care), I said-a
I don't care

I don't care what you think,
As long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

I don't care what you think,
As long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery





ni love drunk..


Top down in the summer sun
The day we met was like a hit n' run,
And I still taste it on my tongue
The sky was burnin' up like fireworks
You made me want you, oh so bad it hurt,
But girl in case you haven't heard

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
Love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a barfight
So don't call me crazy
Say hello then goodbye

There's just one thing that would make me say
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
Love you forever, but now it's over

Hot sweat and blurry eyes
We're spinnin' on a roller coaster ride
The world, stuck in black and white
You drove me crazy everytime we touched,
Now I'm so broken that I can't get up
Oh girl, you make me such a rush

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
Love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a barfight
So don't call me crazy
Say hello then goodbye

There's just one thing that would make me say
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
Love you forever, but now it's over

All the time I wasted on you,
All the bullshit you put me through
I'm checking into rehab cause everything that we had
Didn't mean a thing to you

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
Love you forever, but now I'm sober

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
Love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a barfight
So don't call me crazy
Say hello then goodbye

There's just one thing that would make me say
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
Love you forever, but now it's over




duaduane lagu ne keren bgt..
dunno ap yg mbuat bgs..
tp apik aja...
hhe.

(:

ini gak jelas.. mending gak ush d bca, melelahkan mata & otak anda! awas!

temenku liat, baca" blog ku.

kesan :

temen 1 : lagunya kurang keras
temen 2 : isi ne secondhand serenade.


sbnr e kdua ksan tmn" ku thu betul.
makadaritu.

postingan kali ini (moga") gak ad kaitannya sama Secondhand Serenade.

gak enk jga klo org yg bka blog q gak tw SS ap lgi kalo org itu gak isa inggris.
(engga,engga, aku gak bakal njelasin(lagi) apa itu SS)
pasti gak dong blas mbaca blog ku..

jdi..








1 + 1 =2

(nda tw meh nulis(ato ngetik) ap lgi)


ap ya....


gug"?
nda,nda. guk" e barusan mati keselek nasi..

gitar?
nda isa maen.. yor kol aj mnta d ajarii..

jiplak?
yah itu salah satu(ato satu"nya) keahlian(yang sbnrnya biasa aja) ku..
njilpak logo band, font, gmbr,lambang,dll.
tp tda patut d banggakan..


hmm...

aku liat skelilingku,

ada meja.
di atas meja ada laptop + perlengkapanya, tisu(barang wajib), hp,kalender,kertas gak kepake, bolpen,kain batik,& abon.
abon?
abon?
oke. aku gak tau knp d meja aku bisa ada abon.
hmm..
kyknya thu ponaan(iya" aku uda (agk) tua) tdi msuk kmr, nunut makan,bw abon..
oke.
alasan yang jelas...

ada gug".
si momo terkapar d bwh kasur..
mencoba tdur..
tp pas aku tepuk tangan jdi kaget..
melotot bentar.
tdur lgi..
hha.
lcu thu si momo..
momo = gug" piaraan ku dr kcil. pom.coklat muda & putih tua..

ad gitar.
gitar pnya koko..
nyoba maen.
suaranya kyk kucing nyakar" kaca...

ad gabus.
buat majang gambar anak" 7 pascal.
by seniman 7 pcl, tata.
chibi lho..


okeoke.
ini og mlah ndiskripsiin kamar ku..

cukup"..


hmm...


crita ttg kelas ku aj..

wiener.
kelas pojok.
bertembok kuning.
bersarang burung.
murid 38.
co 19 & ce 19.
mading e nda cetha (maap bagi yg buat mading)
anaknya cukup alim..
contoh,
bel masuk, kelas lain msi berhamburan,wnr?
uda duduk smw siap" doa...
gak alim juga ada,
contoh,
kalo pelajaran ributt semua(saya ulangi, SEMUA), ngerjain guru ne, bnyk sragam yg katanya guru 'tda ssuai aturan' padahal gurune y gak pake kaos kki.

tpi wiener cukup asik.

klo d bandingin 7 pcl?

gak isa milih..

22 ne enak.
tp nek org e enak wiener.
bbrp.

wiener & pcl thu hmpir sm kcuali bagian kalo bel langsung masuk...

pcl :

ada yg ulang taun, bagi" kue, krimnya buat mainan, kejar"an nempelin krim ke orang lain. perang kue. hasil? hampir sekelas kulitnya licin..

ada yg ndagel,suram,pinter,bodo,rajin,males,kurus,ndut,tinggi,pendek,dll.
tersedia dalam berbagai macam karakter yang saling melengkapi.

bel? masih nyantai" diluar.. maen". ad ank yg jaga, klo ad gru dtg... smw lgsung masuk... lari berhamuran..

terdiri dari berbagai macam olahragawan : badmintion, renang,tenis,basket,sepak bola,dll.

ce nya kalo gnti bju buat olahraga, rekor 1 kamarmandi 12 orang.. ( ini tda patut di banggakan..)



wiener :

asik.
tapi kurang komapak.

anak" berklompok.

yah.
mungkin itu 1 kekurangan dari wiener..
tp.
ttp.
wiener itu tempat yang buat aku gak mau mbolos skolah..



FOWS!
Freedom Of Wiener Souls!


kyknya postingan ku ini dulu.
sori ni mmg gak jelas & mungkin idiotic..
tpi serius,
aku bener" gak tau tdi aku uda ngetik ap aj..

(:

awake..

12 postingan" kebawah tu smw lyric Secondhand Serenade dri album awake..

Lgunya apik"..

Walo ad 2 yg aku gak tw lgu ne, tpi kta" d kdua lgu it apik..
ralat, kata" d semua lgu Secondhand Serenade itu apik(bukannya terlalu memuji, bener og)


check it our your self if you don't belive me.


gak rugi nge post smw lgu SS.
like i said, they're masterpiece.


for the lbum a twist on my story?
i will also post it, but not now.
maybe tonight, or tomorrow, or the day after tomorrtow, or the day after the day after tomorrow...



I ♥ Secondhand Serenade now and always.

(:
<

secondhand serenade - end...

end..
ndagel ni lgu..
apik lgt..
kyk choir gtu..
saut"an..



Don't let me drown
Don't let me down

I tried to be
I can't get you out of my lonely mind
I'm suffering
How did I die


I ♥ Secondhand Serenade

secondhand serenade - the last song ever...

the last song ever..
wasn't really the last song ever..
hha..


I wish my life was this song
cause songs they never die
I could write for years and years
and never have to cry I’d show you how I feel
with out saying a word
I could wrap up both our hearts
I know it sounds absurd

and i saw the tears on your face
i shot you down and i slammed the door
but couldn’t make a sound
so please stay sweet my dear
don’t hate me now
i cant tell how this last song ends

the way that i feel tonight so down
so down i pray i can swim just
so i wont drown and the waves that crash over me
i am gasping for air take my hand
so i can breath as i write this last song down

and i saw the tears on your face i shot you down
and i slammed the door but couldn’t make a sound
so please stay sweet my dear
don’t hate me now
i cant tell how this last song ends

the broken glass ..... your moistened skin
was everything was everything

and your broken voice ..... was quivering
your everything your everything

scream at me make it the best i ever heard
laugh out loud i no it sounds absurd

scream at me make it the best i ever heard
your everything your everything

heart beats slowing pains are growing
does she love you that’s worth knowing

heart beats slowing pains are growing
does she love you that’s worth knowing



I ♥ Secondhand Serenade

secondhand serenade - let it roll..

let it roll..
kalo d bhs jawa-in..
" ben nglundung"..
lgunya lmayan bgus..
y mnrtku..
dis is "ben nglungndung" bai sekonhen serenet..
(:
<



The night smells like december
and we're deep undercovers
staking out what could
be better than all the money in the world

and im watching you and im waiting
for the perfect time to start
participating and u signal me to stay
but i open my mouth any way

but its over were gonners
its out of our control
and if theres one thing that i know
its that its best to just let it roll
so lets just let it roll

your hazel eyes paralyze my senses
cut me down to size defenseless
im defensless
and i know its late but im waiting
for the moment that ive been anticipating
and i signal u to go where it will take us i don't know

but its over were gonners
its out of our control
and if theres one thing that i know
its that its best to just let it roll
so lets just let it roll

just dont waste your night before it started
make sure i'm worth every single second Yea!!!

and now its over were gonners
its out of our control
and if theres one thing that i know
its that its best to just let it roll
so lets just let it roll

and now its over were gonners
its out of our control
and if theres one thing that i know
its that its best to just let it roll
so lets just let it roll



I ♥ secondhand serenade

secondhand serenade - take me with you...

take me with you..
ndagel lgu ne..
aku jga gak pnya lgu ss yg ini..
sbagai fans yg baek..
this is take me with you by secondhand serenade lyric..


Please forgive me if I seem forward
But I've never been in front of anything like you
Its the last place I ever thought I'd be
When I woke up this morning
Is it true?
And that you're always this breathtaking
And your smart and you're willing
My God this is killing me

Tell me all the things you never said
We can lie here and talk for hours in my bed

I don't have anything to hide
I don't have anything
Everything is not for certain
I don't have anything to hide
I don't have anything
Everything is not for certain

You started to see right through me
And I'm loving every minute of it
Its like I'm born again
Every time I breath in so,
If you're curious,
My favorite color's blue
And I like to sing in the shower
If you like, I'll sing to you

Tell me all the things you never said
We can lie here and talk for hours in my bed

I don't have anything to hide
I don't have anything
Everything is not for certain
I don't have anything to hide
I don't have anything
Every thing is not for certain

Tell me all of your hopes,
All of your dreams
I want you to take me there (take me there)
Tell me all of your hopes,
all of your dreams
I want to take you there (take you there)
Tell me everything
Every breath, I want you to know I'll be there
Theres just one more thing,
One request
I want you to take me with you

Take me with you
I will never let you down
I will love you now and forever
[x6]

secondhand serenade - awake..

awake..
one of the best songs ever!
my favorite since the first time i listened to it...



With every appearance by you, blinding my eyes,
I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do.
You're an angel disguised.

And you're lying real still,
but your heart beat is fast just like mine.
And the movie's long over,
that's three that have passed, one more's fine.

Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.

I'm trying real hard not to shake. I'm biting my tongue,
but I'm feeling alive and with every breathe that I take,
I feel like I've won. You're my key to survival.

And if it's a hero you want,
I can save you. Just stay here.
Your whispers are priceless.
Your breathe, it is dear. So please stay near.

Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.

Say my name. I just want to hear you.
Say my name. So I know it's true.
You're changing me. You're changing me.
You showed me how to live.
So just say. So just say,

That you'll stay awake for me.
I don't wanna miss anything.
I don't wanna miss anything.
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything



I ♥ secondhand serenade

secondhand serenade - i hate this song..

i hate this song..
i don't hate it.
i love this song!
hha.

Speak with your tongue tied,
I know that you’re tired
But I just want to know,
Where you want to go,
I may be sad, But I’m not weak,
This situation is bleak
And your puffy eyes never lie,
Your tears come from inside.

Until Sunday I’ll be waiting for an answer
I guess that yesterday’s not good enough for you,
You know that I hate this song,
You know that I hate this song
Because it was written for you

Drown your fears with me
I’m feeling real sorry
Your glossy eyes don’t need
The sadness they have seen
But you’re way too deep to swim
Back up again
But somehow I can’t find
The moment you said goodbye

Until Sunday I’ll be waiting for an answer
I guess that yesterday’s not good enough for you,
You know that I hate this song,
You know that I hate this song
Because it was written for you

This is becoming a problem I’m hurting it’s unfair
But somehow your words,
The way that I heard are haunting me,
You’re under my skin
You’re breaking in,
And the tasteless fights that filled our nights
Are starting to cave in,
You’re under my skin
You’re breaking in
And if Sundays what it takes to prove
I have nothing else to loose

Until someday I'll be waiting for an answer
I guess that yesterday's not good enough for you,
You know that I hate this song,
You know that I hate this song
Because it was written for you



I ♥ secondhand serenade

secondhand serenade - it's not over..

sbnernya..
lgu ss ni 1 dr 2 lgu ss yg aku gak pnyaa..
tp sbagai orang yg addicted..
ini..
it's not over by secondhand serenade...


My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over



I ♥ Secondhand Serenade

secondhand serenade - maybe

maybe, by secondhand serenade..
my favorite song of all time..
one of the best song ever!
one of the three ss's songs that i can play the piano cover..


Didn't you want to hear
the sound of all the places we could go?
Do you fear
the expressions on the faces we don't know?
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
and I don't think that I
Have the strength to let you go

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered
and I'm here to sing
about the things that mattered
about the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
about the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

And someday, I promise I'll be gone
And someday, I might even sing this song
To you, I might even sing this song, to you
and I was crying alone tonight
and I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So Just come back I'll make it
better than it ever was x2

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
( I want it all, Don't leave right now)
(I'll give you everything)


I ♥ secondhand serenade

secondhand serenade - your call lyric

your call, lagu pertama yang bikin aku suka sama secondhand serenade..
he's a great song writer..


Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home x4
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)



I ♥ Secondhand Serenade

secondhand serenade - vulnerable lyric

vulnerable, by secondhand serenade.
also my favorite..



Share with me the blankets that your wrapped in
because its cold outside cold outside its cold outside
share with me the secrets that you kept in
because its cold inside cold inside its cold inside

and your slowly shaking finger tips
show that your scared like me so
let's pretend we're alone
and I know you may be scared
and I know were unprepared
but I don't care

tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible

I was born to tell you I love you
isn't that a song already
I get a B in originality
and it's true I cant go on without you
your smile makes me see clearer
if you could only see in the mirror what I see

and your slowly shaking finger tips
show that your scared like me so
let's pretend we're alone
and I know you may be scared
and I know were unprepared
but I don't care

tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible

slow down girl your not going anywhere
just wait around and see
maybe I am much more you never no what lies ahead
I promise I can be anyone I can be anything
just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed
I can be anyone anything I promise I can be what you need

tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that your so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible



I ♥ secondhand serenade

secondhand serenade - broken lyric

broken, by secondhand serenade.
the 2nd track..


In the moonlight
Your face it glows
Like a thousand diamonds
I suppose
And your hair flows like
The ocean breeze
Not a million fights
Could make me hate you
You’re invincible
Yeah, It’s true
It’s in your eyes
Where I find peace

Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
Let’s light up the town, scream out loud!
Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
I can see in your eyes
You’re ready to break
Don’t look away.

So here we are now
In a place where
The sun blended
With the ocean thin.
So thin, we stand
Across from each other
Together we’ll wonder
If we will last these days
If I asked you to stay
Would you tell me
You would be mine?

And time
Is all I ask for
Time
I just need one more day
And time
You’ve been crying too long
Time
And your tears wrote this song
Stay

In the moonlight
Your face it glows

Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
Let’s light up the town, scream out loud!
Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
I can see in your eyes
You’re ready to break
Don’t look away.




I ♥ Secondhand Serenade

secondhand serenade - half alive lyric

half alive, by secondhand serenade.
one of my favorite track from his first album.



It's four AM, I'm waking up to your perfume
Don't get up, I'll get through on my own
I don't know if I'm home
Or if I lost the way into your room
I'm spiraling into my doom
I'm feeling half alive but I know one day
You and I will be free,

To live and die by our own rules,
Free..
Despite the fact that men are fools.

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.

Well excuse me while I get killed softly,
Heart slows down and I can hardly tell you I'm okay
At least 'til yesterday,
You know you got me off my highest guard,
Believe me when I say it's hard.
We'll get through this tonight
And I know one day you and I will be free

To live and die by our own rules,
Free..
Despite the fact that men are fools.
I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.

And you touch my hand ever so slightly
(Girl we're not ready for this yet)
And the deadly look she cast upon me
I won't regret, I won't regret
I won't regret. I won't regret...

And I was trying to disappear,
But you got me wrapped around you
I can hardly breathe without you
I was trying to disappear
But I got lost in your eyes now,
You brought me down to size now.

I'm almost alive
And I need you to try and save me.
It's okay that we're dying
But I need to survive tonight, tonight
Tonight...

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.
I need to survive tonight, tonight..



I ♥ secondhand serenade

(:

14

aku ska angka 14..

alesan :

ya mngkin krna 13 adlah angka ksukaan taylor swift..
aku ska taylor swift..
tpi gak ska teru"..
jdi aku ska 14..

alesan laen:

mii + 14 = nm ku (mksi shant tdi uda d ksi tw, nek nda aku gak bkl nyadar)

alesan laennya lagi:

7 x 2 = 14
7 + 7 = 14
kta org khan 7 angka kbruntungan.. ( bener gak sih? )



ya pkoknya gak tau tpi aku ska angka 14...


dan hri ini tgal 14...

horee...

uda sebulan nugguin...

hha.

bulan depan lgi..

eh.
buland depan 14 valentine & taon bru china..

yay!
angpao..
coklat...


thu khan..
14 thu menyenangkan...


*maap postingan kaliini gak cetha bgt..

piss,lap, & gudbai...

fiuhh..

hampir aj tdi ketauan..

untung mreka pada gak dong..

dan untung post terakhir ku uda isa tak delete..

maap bagi yg belom baca...

tpi stlah tak pikir" lgi..

it's better to keep it as a secret..

aku uda nyoba untuk bilang ke temen"...

tpi tetep aja.

gak isa.

hal itu sudah ku pendam sendiri slama bertahun"..

maap bagi shanti & zita yang (mungkin) msi penasaran apa yang tak post kemarin.

tp mmang susah, kalo sma aku sndiri aja aku gak isa jujur, apa lagi sma tmen"...

b'doa aja sp tau someday aku udah isa lbi prcaya ma kalian..

it's too hard to trust anyone for now.
cause i can't even trust my self..

sorry guys!

(:
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finally..

stelah mempelajari blog selama 5 jam... kurang lebih.. (tp kyknya lebih deh..)

akhirnya nda gitu bingung...

ternyata lumayan simpel..



dan setelah ndengerin why(lgu ss yg tdi ne aku gak gitu suka) selama.... brapa kali gitu.. ternyata lagunya lumayan juga.... not bad at all..


hmm...

i've learned so many things today..

how to sign up at blogger.com and plurk.com...
how to filled my blog with so many (not)important stuff...
how to post somethin' in my plurk account...
and so much more...



but the one thing that i will always remember about today is :

idiot people will always do an idiotic stuff...
for example, me, sitting in front of my laptop for about 5 hours. i learned that sitting in front of my laptop for too ling will hurt my back, my neck, and will tiring my eyes...
and dringking 4 cans of nescafe at a time will made you can't sleep for the whole day, and made your heart pumping so fast. seriously, don't do that at home.


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what the heck is this, anyway?

serius..

aku bingung banget...

nda cetha.
mbingungi.
ruwed.

huaaahh...

i just wanna scream and lose control, throw my hands up and let it go. forget about everything and runaway......

okeoke.
avrilnya cukup..

jadi,,


i don't know what the heck should i do to run this thing...

what should i do?
which button should i pressed?
how this thing supposed to work???



arghh..

seriously, tryin' something new is not a really great idea.
unless i had someone to teach me.
but i don't..
so..

here i am.
in my room.
confused like crazy.
and i don't care about my bad grammar...


i wish someday... i will be able to know how to use this blog...

I'm Addicted to Secondhan Serenade

aku,,

buat yang belon kenal(walo aku yakin yang buka ni blog bakalan orang yang aku udah kenal)...

halo.

hi.

hola.

aloha.

aku suka banget sama yang namanya SECONDHAND SERENADE...

makadari itu...
mungkin ni blog bakal tak isi lirik"nya, info"nya.. deelel..

kalo kalian ada yang gak tau ap itu SECONDHAND SERENADE, biar ku jelaskan ...
secondhand serenade a.k.a. ss itu band (yang sebenernya juga bukan band) beraliran Emo Acoustic Rock..

Secondhand Serenade itu personilnya cuma ada 1, jadi juga gak bisa dibilang band... Tapi "soloist". Penyanyinya bernama John Joseph Vesely.

SS udah ada 2 album, Awake & A Twist In My Story..

Ni lgu"nya :

Awake:

1. Half Alive



2. Broken



3. Vulnerable



4. Your Call



5. Maybe



6. Its Not Over



7. I Hate This Song



8. Awake



9. Take Me With You



10. Let It Roll



11. The Last Song Ever



12. End

A Twist In My Story :

1. Like A Knife



2. Fall For You



3. Maybe



4. Stranger



5. Your Call



6. Suppose



7. A Twist In My Story



8. Stay Close, Don't Go



9. Why



10. Pretend



11. Goodbye

Aku nggak tau menurut kalian, tapi menurut ku semua lagu SS itu masterpiece...

what?

bingung...

kesan ptma pnya blog ku " bingung"

biasane cuma maenan twitter & facebook..

tau tau dihadapkan dengan tampilan yang (superdupermegahiper) asing...

serius aku bingung gak tau mo nulis (ato ngetik, yg mana aja sama lha) apaan....

ngutak atik blog..

kasih app aneh" (yang gak tau apaan itu sbelah kiri, buat nyetel lagu ya?)


mencoba hal baru memang bukan favorit ku..
dulu aja suruh buat facebook males"an..
skarang malah addicted..


yah pokoknya....

welcome to the blog of doom...

muahahahaha....

(: